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  • Member Since:

    July 14, 2009

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    Female

  • Age:

    35

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    Huntington Beach, CA

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    Burmese, Chinese, Hmong, Indian, Japanese, Korean, Laotian, Malay, Other, Pakistani, Singaporean, Taiwanese, Vietnamese

  • Zodiac:

    Libra


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Make me smile again truly

Posted November 19th, 2009 at 10:19pm

I can't remember when I laughed and meant it. Does everyone wear a mask daily? I wonder when I see someone laugh and smile is it real? Are they really happy or is it fake?

Is it best to mask everything and pretend?

No that can't be.

True happiness is so rare, so sincere. It is like a light that glows and brightens everything around you.

I want to feel happy again too.

:)

Everyone smile for me pls! When others are happy makes me happy too!

... (continue reading)

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I believe

Posted August 22nd, 2009 at 04:01pm

I believe people can heal from anything. If they are strong willed enough. I believe one day everyone who has hit rock bottom can get back up. I believe broken hearts mend themselves in time. I believe we all can change the world and make it better.

The thing is I can believe anything and everything. But the problem is others do not. And that is fine. Since some will wake up and realize they are no longer children. Having someone hold their hand every step of the way.

Then again... (continue reading)

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What am I doing?

Posted August 22nd, 2009 at 08:46am

I know I haven't been myself in a long time.

Who have I become?

As I gaze into a mirror.

I can not see myself.

Nothing is ever black and white.

I seem to see so much grey areas lately.

So much I want to say.

Instead I stay silent.

Knowing how unhappy I am.

No matter who I meet, its all the same.

I will always want out.

In order to protect myself.

In order to protect them.

I cannot be with... (continue reading)

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Disillusioned (not written by me)

Posted August 22nd, 2009 at 07:55am

 

Disillusioned
I stand motionless, like stone
On the crest of a hill looking out
Over the cold gray world
Rain pounding my head and body

Running through my hair
Down my face, my neck
Into my clothes, filling my shoes
Spilling over, cascading to the ground

My face worn by wind and time
Frozen like ice, a memorial
Of who and what I once was
Eyes glazed, lost and lifeless

I once lived as a feeling being... (continue reading)

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Don't like, Don't look
Don't know me , Don't judge


I'm about to break... 

I want to find my beautiful sadness.


Forgive . . . but cannot forget . . . trying to relive . . . with no more regrets . . .

 

was there ever any doubt?

give me hope n ill run with it
give me lies n ill fight for the truth
give me reality n i wont doubt it
i never give false hope so dont lead me on
i never tell a lie so be straight up with me
im as real as it gets so dont ever doubt me

What lies before me, and what lies behinde me, are tiny matters compared to what lies within me.
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JeongKim

Male, Age Private, Mission Viejo, CA

Posted


bookworms rock!
i already had it posted...but the more important question is -where is the dark angel...i'm dying to see (rars) =)

lata gator



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bigspliff

Male, Age Private, Toronto, ON

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yo im new 2 aa checked ur payge how com u got ur fayce covered on all da picz r u ugly or fat or smth u look fat in ur picz.



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JeongKim

Male, Age Private, Mission Viejo, CA

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"could have been better?"
what happened???
...yea i dressed up as a nerdy bookworm...will post a couple pics soon.

did u dress up?



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apotheosis

Male, Age Private, Beverly Hills, CA

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i just logged. gonna crash... you should too.

nite



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apotheosis

Male, Age Private, Beverly Hills, CA

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SLEEP!!!!!!!!

>.>



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apotheosis

Male, Age Private, Beverly Hills, CA

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that mango juice and sprite is really good



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Silent_W...

Male, Age Private, Montreal, QC

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Its easy u just have to look at the things that once or is hurting u in ur life,seek for the most reasonnable and constructive meaning or necessity in them,then hold back the tears and try to visualize how nice ur life could be and how far u could go if u could just but just do the best u can to assimilate whatever pain life brings to you without ever beeing able to bring u down,i start looking at my life in this kinda way since the age of 18,been lucky enough to have imrovement in my life,and whenever i hear a sad song,i look back at my life back then and despite the pain i felt or still feel,i find it beautiful beeing able to look at it with some sorta inner peace accompanied with an undescritible feeling somehow almost bigger than life,that to me equals a beautiful sadness.Wont be back before a month or so,meanwhile,take care!



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JeongKim

Male, Age Private, Mission Viejo, CA

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hey there...been away for awhile -hope u had a fun halloween weekend

lata gator =)



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Runt

Male, Age Private, Aruba

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EMMONKEEEEEEE!!!!!

>= )



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Idioteque

Female, 67, Antarctica

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It's Sunday here. hah. Happy birthday. xo.



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JasonTom

Male, 27, Honolulu, HI

Posted


Thi,
how you been? I hope all is well. Long long time, but I actually updated my page and what not. Please stop by when you get the chance if you still check your AsianAve comments. :)

Shaka Talk episode 5 commercial


You can watch the full episode here:
http://asianave.com/JasonTom

Sending my aloha from Honolulu,
Jason Tom



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JeongKim

Male, Age Private, Mission Viejo, CA

Posted


great...winter's are cold and long and summer's blistering hot....that's like 80% of the country =P

Lion demands u be a bit more specific! (i can call myself dat b/c i was doing my fierce lion pose while writing this sentence...Not an easy thing to do by the way) =P



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Iron_knight

Male, 26, Scarborough, ON

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i am here



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bigspliff

Male, Age Private, Toronto, ON

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yeah that's me and my brother. he's a bit younger than me. and before you ask, no we're not going to double team you until you gain some weight.



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JeongKim

Male, Age Private, Mission Viejo, CA

Posted


rars!
hola chicka, como es usted?

thanx for the comp...=P heehee -yea sorta thinking of growing it even longer again.

hehe, the songs a lil' old but it's still part of my regular rotation =)
...u seem to like everything i listen to...are u sure ur not my long lost music-twin??? =P

ps. answer me this -are u really in so cal?

peace===>



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Silent_W...

Male, Age Private, Montreal, QC

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Hello Thi!
Thanx for commenting on my blog..
Btw beautiful sadness doesnt necessarely mean that everything has to be without resentments like pain per say..
If u just listen to a sad song and reminisce on diificult times in ur life for example,depending on the way u assimilate ur feelings towards such moment,then i believe and know it is possible to turn that sadness into something beautiful.
To bare and pile up pain in a destructive way is something i've learned to put behind me,
cause at the end,only an optimistic mind would lead the way.

Of course u dont have to take that in note cause a song down below ur page says that u shouldnt trust men,so just consider this as garbage haha!

One!



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JeongKim

Male, Age Private, Mission Viejo, CA

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yea it's my "Voodoo (slash) Ferocious Lion" look -rars!

hmm, if u like that pic than that must mean u like longer hair -hmm...maybe i should grow it back again....=)

...yes well i've been known to be a hermit AND a monk, so i can feel ya hehe...so then what do u do While being a hermit?

haha...if only i had the ability to hypnotize (which would be awesome) -nothing exciting on my end, jus ur normal day-to-day fare.

hope ur having a great weekend-

lata gator



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JeongKim

Male, Age Private, Mission Viejo, CA

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RARS!!! (i think this has become OUR catch phrase =P)
...so u like my "be-witching voodoo pose?" haha

...u know i never get any kind of alert telling me i have pic comments...so i just saw the comment on the pic that got u intrigued from the beginning ---Ahh so it's THAT one =P...better late than never.

what's going on with u? i haven't talked to u in awhile =)



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Rinnie

Female, Age Private, Saint Paul, MN

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:) how u been hun??



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JeongKim

Male, Age Private, Mission Viejo, CA

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haha -i can't believe u posted a girl's remix of min woo's song
{{{RARS}}} =P lol




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