I miss my MARINE. I'm always thinking of you. Worry thoughts, but I know you're okay. I wish you're here with me. I know 3 months is nothing compare to the year that you was in Iraq. I love you more than I have ever loved any man in my life. Always remember that. I love you more than words can say and goes beyond my actions baby. Thank you for making me forget about the aholes from my past. Sometimes I think I'm dreaming, then I wake up and you're right next to me. I miss your touch, I miss your forehead kisses, I miss the names you call me when you're trying to get your way, lol. I miss your body next to mine most of all. I'm so proud of you, not just bc your a Marine, but for not being a coward. Doing what's right, fighting for what you believe in no matter what the cost might be. I don't know what the future holds (it scares me so), but whatever happens between us, I want nothing more than for you to be happy. Thanks for the kind words when medical school is stressing me out, and yes I can still be your sugar momma when I become one. And no , I won't give you 15 children, lol. I'm counting the days until you come home baby. Iam a nurse and a respiratory therapist. I am currently attending my first year of medical school at NYU.I live in the best city in the world, NYC. I love the fact that I have access to everything.I live a couple of blocks from TIMES SQUARE.I love the sirens, noises at night, I wouldn't want it any other way lol.. I love to hang out with friends, shop, go to lounges,and most of all travel. I have been to almost every country. I'm into extreme sports like mountain biking, surfing, skydiving, etc. Iam the world's best listener. My friends always come to me bc Iam always to lend a helping hand. There's nothing I wouldn't do for my family and friends.Also, I can be the biggest biatch once you cross me or hurt any of mines...I wear my heart on my sleeve, I admit it. Iam very emotional and sensitive person; I think this what makes me such a kind and loving person. It has its advantages and disadvantages. I don't think nice guys finish last. I rather finish last and do the right thing than be on top and hurt someone along the way..I love being inlove, it's the greatest healthiest feeling in the whole world. If you don't have love in your life, it's like not having anything at all, It makes you hollow. I'm very loving person, when I love, I really love. What I mean by this is that I give it my all. I never ever give up on anyone I love. But, sometimes there are things that are way beyond our control, and you get hurt. If you never been hurt, you dont grow; I believe in that a lot. .I'm 28 now and I've only been in love 2x, but I learned so much from those relationships. I learned that no matter sometimes people just don't change. I learned that don't make someone a priority when you're only an option. Eventhough this relationships didn't last, I would never ever trade any of those experiences. You learn that despite loving, caring for someone, doesn't necessarily mean that they will appreciate you for it, and it's better to find someone who would treat you the same. .. Ok, I can't stress this enough, If you're over 40, please don't leave me any messages hoping I would chat with you or even meet up with you because it's never going to happen. Iam not into older men!!!!!!!!!!!And to be honest, it kind of creeps me out. Sorry
