I REALLY DON'T HAVE A GOOD REASON WHY BUT FROM THIS POINT ON IT'S BEST NOT TO EVEN SAY HI LAST THING I SAID TO YOU WAS "GOODBYE" BUT THE F*CKED UP PART WAS THAT NEITHER OF US CRIED I GEUSS THAT'S WHAT HAPPENS WHEN YOU LIVE A LIE STUPID SH*T LIKE THIS COULD MAKE YOU WANNA DIE SO THE SMART THING THAT I SHOULD'VE DONE WAS KEPT MY FEELINGS INSIDE F*CK IT! I'M DONE WITH THIS WUSSY P*SSY BULLSH*T GOING BACK TO MY ROOTS WHEN I WAS MORE LEGIT NOT A LIL B*TCH, NOT STARING WITH A TWITCH NOT LETTING YOU AFFECT ME, CAUSING ME TO ITCH BURNING BRIDGES THAT LEAD NOWHERE MAKING A POINT THAT I NO LONGER CARE DRINKING TO THE POINT WHERE I HAVE NO FEAR WALKING AWAY FROM YOU LIKE YOUR A FLAME AND I HAVE NO GEAR TO PROTECT ME FROM GETTING BURNED F*CK THAT! IT'S MY TURN TO TAKE A FRIENDSHIP AND KILL IT! TAKE THE WORTHLESS CORPSE AND PUT IT IN A URN IT REALLY WAS NOTHING SO IT PROBABLY WON'T FILL IT SO ONE LAST THING I HAVE TO SAY BEFORE I END THIS DAY AND SHOUT OUT HURRAY I'M SORRY FOR THE BULLSH*T NOW WALK THE OTHER WAY

First we had a BBQ... everyone was supposed to get one steak or one piece of chicken. I hustled my way into getting both. That's how I roll! Started drinking. Vodka Cran. Someone handed me a shot of Captain... and being the pansy drinker that I am... i spit it back out. People thought i puked... I DIDN:T! Then we had a lil MMA session. I made my boi tap out from a peruvian necktie. Yeah it was sweet and quick. But then they put me up against someone who was 6'1" 215 lbs. I was out matched but it ended in a draw because I can hold my own. I never tap out. Yeah that chick was there again... and yeah i ignored her. I gave out too many hugs. Had a few gay moments... not too many though. Went down to the base bar and it was dead... so four of us decided to go clubbin. Some hip-hop club on the beach. Two black guys, 1 nerdy country looking whiteboi, and one really drunk asian kid. To the club we were freestyling to instrumentals. by we... i mean the two black guys and me... whiteboi just said "Ugh" and "Yep" once and while. Got to the club around 1AM ish. It was kinda dead also. 1 hour later people started showing up. I ran out of smokes... so i did what i always do. Teach italians how to dance for cigs... major bum i was. Then this one italian chick (she was not good looking) decided to battle me. She was doing this... off beat... hyper foot work. It was mega lame. She took up the entire time of one song. So the next song was a ne-yo track. So I just floor glided and mixed in a lil story telling. VICTORY! Then i made her give me a cig. These lil asian girls showed up. Man they put on one hell of a lesbo show. I was happy. I also got rejected but it was cool... i didn;t care anyways. They were all on the black guys and i was all on the dance floor. 3 hours later we decided to leave. This one french sounding black chick came up to me and started calling me phillipino. So i had to school her. She was really drunk... and i geuss i offended her somehow... iono i was drunk too. And then she started kicking me. not in a violent way... more like a flirtatious poking way. And yes i felt up her legs... GIGGITTY! And that ended the night...