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Because... "Lost Times Is Never Found Again" How about we just start with the basics? "A Beautiful Mess" by Jason Mraz describes me and my life I am Nina, Mara or Empress. Take your pick. A Christian and fully believes in the one and only God. Resides basically in the desert. *kicks rock* Currently a full time student who lives away from home. Who misses her family dearly. Mum, Sisters, nephews and brother. Missing her Houston girls very much! Until January ladies! The youngest of 4 children, and no I am not a brat. Trying to keep a steady, loving and honest relationship with the boyfriend. I do not work hence that's why I became a full time student. Did the "modeling" gig for a bit but left it to pursue my education. (Maybe I should've stuck out with it and make more money first) NO, I am NOT spoiled. Get it right! My addictions are Creme Brulee, Sushi's and cigarettes. Choice of coctails are Grey & Cranberry and Martini's. Under the fettish category shoes, jeans and make-up would be listed. Love listening to 80s rock ballads, Classical music and good lyrics I have tattos and piercings (both plural) and more to come. I find cleaning to be therapeutic, well next to driving. And currently I have a 2-year plan, 4-year plan and a 10-year plan. So if you plan to be a part of it, you need to get right or get left I'm really not sure what to write here anymore. Let's start it off me telling you that I'm just a simple woman but with a very complex mind. Random is really not who I am. I just like to do things at my convenient. Either from doing laundry to getting angry. I've had my share of making mistakes in my life. Many that involves my emotions, feelings and heart. Although I have no regrets. I take it as wonderful experience. I've taken my heart on a wild roller coaster ride, with every turns, drops, loops and even stops. There were bad times but But there were wonderful times that I would NEVER want to replace At one time I came to the saying: "Right Time, Wrong Person. Yet, Right Person, Wrong Time" The I realized there's never a right or wrong time and there are no accidents when it comes to love. Love was always there and it will always be there. We just have to make that choice either to take that chance or not I DON'T hate men, I just hate their actions at times. I love to love. I love to be loved. I love being in-love and to have that person to love you back and feel the same is the greatest feeling in the world. I just don't let things flow. I work for it and I work hard for it. I'm not bitter and I'm not mean I just see things differently. We're all entitled to our own opinion. I am not selfish either, I just need to look out for myself. At times with the way I carry myself I've had people describe my facial expression as "if looks could kill". But honestly, I'm quite the Social Butterfly. You just need to approach me with something logical. I believe you can't change a person, only they can change themselves. In the end it is up to them to make that choice to realize what they need to do and what they are suppose to do. I don't hate people I just hate the deeds that they do. I hate it when they take advantage of others, it maybe financialy, physically and especially emotionally. I hate it when people waste other people's time especially mine. Through out the years I've learned that maturity does NOT come with age. Oh, relax I'm still learning too. I may not seem to be religious but I believe in God. I believe he answer prayers and that there is NO greater love than his love. Some of the things that I still struggle with is trying to realize between the things that I need and the things that I want. At times it's pretty hard. Anyhow, I am easily amused and I find the weirdest things to be funny. You'll see me laughing out of the blue at things. I love to laugh, it's great! You should try it! Yet, I hate things that does NOT sound logical. So, I suppose that's enough for now. As my friend would say "vanity is a thorn in the flesh," which I agree, but with the things that we surround ourselves with, that condone it; it's so hard not to get sucked and drowned by it. Don't look back in anger. No Regrets. Because in the end only you can heal yourself.  Because I melt in his mouth not in his hands.  Hmn Go figure. I'm still trying to...  Yet it tends to get like this Morbid.Twisted.Disturbed.Love.  Same rules apply Do NOT IM me. DO NOT note me with: "Hottie/sexy/honey/sweetie/Cutie" Or with anything along that line. And PLEASE DO NOT tell me, if you're going to be heading out to my area... Thank You for your cooperation. Top 3 Are Soundtrack For Houston. Well #1 Was Dedicated To Me By My 2 Lovely Cousins. My Ladies. 1. Single - NKOTB Ft. Ne-Yo 2. Turn Off - Keri Hilson Ft. Lil Wayne 3. Single Ladies (Put A Ring On It) - Beyonce 4. Realize - Colby Caillat 5. Beyonce - If I Were A Boy 6. Say What You Want - Texas And... In the END, MY LIFE is just a... 7. Beautiful Mess - Jason Mraz |
