One month ago I found out that my life as I know it would change forever. I still wait for an alarm to go off, to wake me up out of this hell hole, but instead each morning I find out it's a reality, clutching the phone as if it was going to save my life, having my pillow soaked from tears. When does the pain go away? When will I enjoy life again? I see people smiling and laughing, only to find myself numb to it all. I'm smiling on the outside yet on the inside having thoughts rush through my... (continue reading)
