the reason i made this account is for the people who need help in their love life. I'm trying to ATONE for the wrong i've done in the past. So Check out my blogs if u want 2. i hope my writings can inspire you in many ways.These blogs don't reflect on how i am feeling at the moment.(i've been patient for years) i have learned to let go.But, after reading one or two of them you can can understand how passionate i can be.
Enjoy the rest of your day and stay on AA
The Origin of The "Cutestviet"
i bet you're thinking what am i doing with the sn cutestviet?? sounds conceited right? yup, because that's what i used to be...now i'm just plain GOOD LOOKING =)....anywayz....i kept the sn cutestviet because it has been with me for over 10 years.....it can be the icon of your past and future! pretty nice huh?? If you're a person who'z got sum problemz u need to vent out....LET ME KNOW!! i'll be THe LISTENER YOU NEED...CUz i care! Even if i don't know u........ i will care!!!! well, hit meeh up ....but plz.......no nymphoz....trying to get a peep at my junk....well hope to hear from you!!!!! thanks again for stopping by.
when i look into your eyez, i want to tell you that "I GOT YOU"
I'VE GOT EVERYTHING TO LOSE, BUT I'LL STAND OUT FOR YOU!!!
LET ME BE THE ONE WHO CHANGES THE ENDING TO YOUR STORY..........
i love writing poems...because the words i speak of are so true.......i hope to find the next woman who will be in all of my poems from now on.....
in all my past relationships....i've failed once, i've failed twice....i just hope you will be my third and forever make it right............
"without your love i refuse to live, with your love i cannot die"
PLEASE DO NOT SEND ME THOSE 1-CLICK NOTES! If Iam Worth your time ,pleez Send ME an ORIGINAL note.......IF NOT, THEN ROLL ON =) BTW(i don't do random adds) i'm not all that and a bag of chips...i just will add u as a friend if i deem you as "REAL". Goodluck and have a nice life if we are not destined to be friendz.I'm not a hater and neither should u be.So, SPREAD THE LOVE!
if you actually read everything that i wrote on here instead of just looking at my pictures....Like WOW!!! You deserve a PRIZE!!
recent blog posts
Posted March 17th, 2010 at 12:01pm
Posted March 17th, 2010 at 11:59am
I'm so glad that I had the chance to experience the
love from someone from my past.
I can't believe it was all taken away from me just so
My intentions of leaving you wasn't a mistake.
I left it all for the best for everyone's sake.
I don't believe in the words that it was not meant to
On the inside I was hoping that you would consider to
come with me.
I wasn't expecting for you to move on so soon.
While i'm stuck here listening to depressing tunes.
I know the words I spoke to you sounded so wrong.
My true intentions were to prepare you to become
But now I sleep every night feeling so cold.
I don't want to lie to myself and leave this story
One of the things that I do want to confess.
Is What everyone wants and wish you the best.
The only people I have to confide to are my best
Feeling as bad as I am now it's hard enough trying to
be your friend again.
As I write down this poem there are tears running
down my face.
I don't' want to imagine starting all over again pace
I don't want be in this game anymore.
I want to be in love where it doesn't have to be a
I just want to let you know that i never wanted it to
end this way.
But you'll do fine because it seems that you are
Westside Produktionz '02
Posted March 17th, 2010 at 11:57am
what i'll miss is the way you say you love me
Posted March 17th, 2010 at 11:51am
Just want you to know before you completely forget about me.
Why was it for you to move on so quickly and so easily?
Just want you to know you didn't even try to imagine yourself in my future.
Instead you failed to see the big picture.
Just want you to know that you've hurt me so grievously.
Why was it so hard for you to see the things that i wanted you to see?
Just want you to know that i feel so lonely now not knowing if you're showing some other guy the world.
I feel that you gave up on me so quickly not giving us a chance to let our love unfurl.
Just want you to know that i feel so bad thinking that i'm worth nothing to you.
Yet at the same time i remind myself that i have no control over you too.
Just want you to know that i don't want you to make me sadder by making any wrong decisions.
Instead i want you to choose the right path and please understand my visions.
Just want you to know that i'll be here for you through thick and thin.
I want us to be close as if we were kin.
Just want you to know, even though our relationship is set, i will not abandon you no matter what.
I don't give a damn, you can come to me and i mean no buts.
Just want you to know i want to thank you for what i have failed to see,
You've made me realize what kind of girl should be next to me.
Just want you to know that my feelings for you were always true.
It doesn't matter now. I want you to know that you were qualified for me 2 say "I Do"
Posted April 24th, 2009 at 06:20pm
as i sit here four hundred miles away, i think of you so often it's as if you are next to me.
just read on and imagine the things what i've alwayz wanted you to see.
give me a chance to prove to you that we can make our love last
lets not waste our one year and throw it in the trash.
i want you to know that ever since you've been gone
everyday i'm trying to find out the mistakes of where we went wrong.
everynight i pray that you'll find it in your heart to see what i miss
i want to be there right now where we shared our very first kiss
back then when you first came to my house, i treated you with utmost respect
there's one word in the dictionary where i don't ever want to do to you and that's neglect.
i remember the first night at the movies where you held my sweaty hands.
i didnt ever want to let go because deep down i wanted to be your man
you're the special girl who made a simple word BAM!!! into sumtin unique
i would give anything to hear you say the way you say it, and thats what i seek.
i remember the days where you called me your superman
love is my kryptonite, without you there, there is so much that i can only withstand
everything i write down isn't just a story, it's the truth
what i want to do is wake up everytime next to you and give you all my youth.
i want to correct the mistakes where i didnt want to go out and ruin the fun
my mentality has changed where i want to be there with you and chase after the sun
i want to wake up next to you everyday through the sunrise
i'm not talking about momentarily, i sincerlely want to wake up next to you until the day of my demise.
i want you to belive in me and let me show you how i feel is so true
the bottom line is that I LOVE YOU
we have to take it step by step if u want me to be your man
i'll promise you this, we'll have talks about whenever you're ready to talk about wedding bands
Posted April 23rd, 2009 at 11:44pm
Don't take your partners for granted
all a girl wants from a guy are not the fancy gifts, expensive things, but the THOUGHT of doing it. all a girl wants is to have time alone with you, hold her like she's the rope that's holding on to your heart from falling... mean what you say when you tell her the little things that gives her butterflies everytime she hears it... make her realize you are nothing without her because she did create a man out of a boy, and finally make sure her heart truly knows that it's a not a feeling that she's feeling but the truth, she is on top of your world.
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