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im n Pain After all these years

Out all of these years passes by.all the fun and girls tried to commit.been there than that thought im already happy.a big smile n enjoyin life.living my life & partying harder as i can be. that no doubt in my mind that this day forward seeing talking to you could changed everything.you bringin back all the stupid damn memories.memory of u that i dont wana to be part or piece in my life anymore. u rip my heart in two n tears run out my eyes.was hard to move on.took me years a 2 fucking years to move on just to forget your goddamn YOU.and why.why.coming back and given  me stupid Questioned asking me How Am i Doing. of course U.U.u. i am doing perfectly fine. until u showed up Again.i had enough. i had nothing else against you.i dont want you back nor DOnt want to be a friend of you either. I know that these feelings im having right now is about the hurt n pain im getting and u putting.i jus want mylife back the way it was before i meeted you. and yes i never regret u been part of mylife. i will forgive but wont forget.and please do not come over to my house anymore.dont call me anymore.dont come visit my family neither my sisters nor cousins. i move on .so please.a privacy would be appreciated.so please. please. listen to me atleast jus once.just once.go away.please.... Me dont want you nomore.there is no trust i feel and there is no loyalties i see anymore.a lil help please.i moved place to places quite my job. and avoid friends of friends jus to stay away.there is no reason for conversation dicussion or any whatsoever.just think about it. 4 years is a long time.and i concidered you a paperwaste in mylife.

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"when Yo Said that the light is brighter and higher than a sun.how could we manage to stay foot n walk it out having someones In Pain.Y cant we juz walk it out in a desent way or traditional way in life.cause after all.! da world s not enough"