garcon665

I'm not quiet sure what to say to this mundania- I guess this is just another way of meeting people all over the world. I love every culture with few exceptions. Of course, I am not going to mention that for the sake of respect. I should be designing instead of doing this, but I need to broaden my horizon & learn from everyone here if that is possible. I always admire women for the way they are, even though I can't will not fully comprehend them what's going on in thier mind. As you may have notice, most of my friends here are women. Somehow, I can interact with them comfortably than my fellow men. I can't explain it, for some reason I become introverted & it takes a lot of my energy to be holding back myself when I am with men. I feel that I have to hide my flamboyant side of me- fear of offending them. I am not afriad of getting beat up, I can depend myself. I have no question about my sexuality nor hiding in the closet. I am positive I am heterosexaul. I always enjoy the touch of a woman. I don't like the macho concept; it is not my cup of tea. My friends (women) labeled me as Metrosexual- whatever that means. Sometimes I feel like a feminist in a wrong body, because I'm always on the woman's side no matter what, unless she is a totally & obviously wrong- then she wouldn't get my support. I had hung out with lesbian who hated men, but somehow they accepted me knowing that I wasn't gay. I don't hate my fellow men, I just don't know how to react with them. My utmost goal in life is to try the best of what life can offer & enjoy every minute of it, afterall we only get to live once. I know this is a cliche', but very true. I love to laugh & I have a strange sense of humor. I do avoid people who are serious all the time, they make me nervous. This is one of the reason why I decline on my promotion at work. I could not possibly fuction properly if I work with someone who is too uptight. I like being faceteous, I just have to be careful not to offend anyone. My biggest fear is aging & being poor & homeless. I feel like I am writing my diary. Anyway, what exactly do we do here?????