January 09, 2009
Female
55
Philippines
Cancer
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Male, 88, Ashland, KY
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HI, hehehe, I just came here to the AA site to mess around with my page and rearrange it, I am bored and also I wanted to come and see your picture...hehehe.... you know you still have not sent me any pictures yet !!!! hehehe I will send you an Email....hehehe.....miss you Ms.Julia-cutie Here is something I am still working on but will share it with you...anyway...hehehe...it is called "Lovers Paradise"...
Who am I, I sit here wondering in this world who am I, what is my meaning, why am I here ??? I look at the world and see pain, suffering, unhappiness, but people go on, is this what we do best ??? As for me, I'd like to have "Real True Love" like it is supposed to be, magical, happy, joyful but I know it is surly just a dream, nothing so beautiful can be so real, or can it be ??? I dream my dreams, hope for my hopes and wish for my wishes, that someday you will be here.
I want to live in "Lovers Paradise" and live my life with you. I want to laugh, I want to cry and I want to love only with you, growing closer in every tear or laugh we share. My heart is all I have to give, a love so true a, love like it should be, a fairytale.
Give me your heart, show me your love, take me to our "Lovers Paradise", seeing a flowery vessels full of my hopes, I follow the melodious voice. Like a small bird now grown, I fly to your side where ever you may be. When you see my weather-beaten face, your eyes will sparkle with tears.
Inside each and everyone of us, is someone who we dream, a lover of our hearts. Waiting to be in our "Lovers Paradise" longing for the nights of long passionate love. Silently, whispering softly in her ear, softly kissing the back of her neck. Looking into her deep dark eyes, as you feel her heart pounding in your chest.
Hunting fantasies of a "Lovers Paradise" have me wanting and desiring the fiery touch of her lips. I close my eyes and listen to my song, taking me to her, deep in my thoughts to our "Lovers Paradise".
Our we fools to dream our dreams, our we only left to fantasize of our "Lovers Paradise"? The words, song through my ears, her whispers of passion linger in my mind. I am waiting here for you my love in our,"Lovers Paradise"...
Hi, it has been a long time, how are you doing ???? I have been very busy taking care of my friend who is 100 years old. I have miss talking to you, I did not have access to the internet for a long time.....I hope you have not forgot me...hahaha Cheers Richard
Hello.....how is Julia today??? I almost have some free time soon....hahaha....the ladies I help, are keeping mt way to busy. How have you been??? I am sending you a picture to remember me by.....hahaha...I will see you soon Julia.
Good Morning, oh my it is so cold here , there is about 4 inches of snow on the ground, with 3 to 6 more inches on the way. Buurrrrrrr....:)~ I hope you day is "Peaceful and Happy"... Richard.,, Many hours alone I spend during my day. Wishing for a love, that I hope comes my way. I sit alone with darkness at my side, sharing my loneliness, waiting for my bride. My heart is full of pain, afraid it will never feel her love, I sit in darkness and feel no joy. As time goes on and I am still alone, it brings me sorrow, that there is no one who shares my love or to call my own. Do I fall from the grace of the gods, no blessings, no happiness to call my own, am I damned to be alone. My thoughts of love are all my own, without her love the darkness will become my home. As I sit in my darkness, I start to feel comfort, hiding from the world, I try to shed my pain. Love has left me in it's depths, feeling sadness from love that will never be, "why oh love do you torture me".
Many hours alone I spend during my day. Wishing for a love, that I hope comes my way.
I sit alone with darkness at my side, sharing my loneliness, waiting for my bride.
My heart is full of pain, afraid it will never feel her love, I sit in darkness and feel no joy.
As time goes on and I am still alone, it brings me sorrow, that there is no one who shares my love or to call my own.
Do I fall from the grace of the gods, no blessings, no happiness to call my own, am I damned to be alone.
My thoughts of love are all my own, without her love the darkness will become my home.
As I sit in my darkness, I start to feel comfort, hiding from the world, I try to shed my pain.
Love has left me in it's depths, feeling sadness from love that will never be, "why oh love do you torture me".
Good Form the beginning of life I have been looking for your face, today I have seen it. My heart has burned for your desire you have breathed life into my being. Today I have seen the charm and beauty, I wish to see you with a hundred eyes. My heart is on fire, you accept my passion from your burning desire. My heart is pulsing with passion like waves on the ocean, with closed eyes I see your presence. I see myself as a source of your existence, I yearn for happiness, I seek mercy, I long for you love. I want you to laugh, I want you to be happy release all your worries. Oh sweet bitterness I will comfort you , I to have also been filled with grief. Remove me from my sorrow, release me from my pain. Together we will be as one longing no more for the desires from our burning hearts. night my dear !!!
Hello julia, my goodness all of my comments maybe they think I am flirting with you...hahaha....Take care my dear !!!
Hello my dear friend Julia, I just wanted to let you know I miss our chats. Do not forget me :)~ Richard... Oh my love why hast thou abandoned me, in my coldness I shiver, the warmth of your love is gone. I hide in the dark ashamed, afraid and alone,sadness befriends me, taking me to where we used to be. Only in my memories, I can hold you, my dreams of when you were mine, laying in my arms looking down into your deep dark eyes, I saw your soul, I felt your desire, now it is gone leaving me in so much pain. Emptiness,echoes lingering, aching for your touch,thirsting for the nectar of your lips. Oh goddess why do you torture me, leaving me in the depths of this hell without you at my side. Demons of darkness lure me to their playground, showing me the happiness of days of past when we shared our love. Now the memories only torture my heart, like daggers plunged into my soul , your memories cut with a jagged edged knife. Our love so pure has turned into soured wine, the sweetness is gone, only to be replaced with the bitterness of vinegar. Where is the sweet taste of your love, the reminder of what used to be. Captured like a prisoner, bound by your unforgettable love, I lay in my misery, like the fool condemned by your sweet sweet love, I wait for my execution, to set me free from your heartache.
Hello Julia how are you today???
I am happy you like my poems, it is good to know my words can make others "feel" ....
Love is poetry in action... watching the sunset in each other's eyes... dreaming of a perfect future together... two becoming one... fate deems otherwise...
My pain is my lover it gives me grief, grief is enough to keep me going ....
I am strong in my lonliness my tears are not form weakness they are from when I trusted you and my love was betrayed
My heart is cold because it is empty my love means nothing ........
In darknes I hide and I weep because I know it will never love again
Love is to stay in my heart not letting anyone in , I stand alone............
my grief is enough to keep me going 2/17/2008
