lilshai

so i just woke up from a ridiculous *knocks on wood* nightmare and just had to vent some steam b4 i made assumptions and a total fool of myself.. so the topic today is money.. for some reason.. i have it in my mind that some girls are with guys to just use them for monetary goods.. not saying that I'm that type of girl.. but i had this horrible dream of a loved one being used.. and i swear i woke up with vengeance on my mind.. lol.. yes, i know.. a little out of control temper.. so anyways.. if a good looking guy works hard for his money.. and a decent girl comes along.. portrays no interest of wanting to get to know his family.. but takes up all his time and draws him away from his family n friends.. what does that make her? it's a lil odd that she doesn't bother to say hello first before someone says hello to her.. or maybe it's just a good old case of nerves? but no.. she doesn't seem like the type who has issues blending in with crowds.. not with that whole 'I'm here' attitude.. of course.. i could be showing a bias here.. who knows.. call me old fashion in expecting girls to know their manners and say please and thank you when the timing calls for it.. but i believe that when someone offers to take you out for lunch to get to know you and spend time with their family member.. you should say thank you.. especially if they're payin for your haughty taste buds.. i've never heard of anybody requesting certain things when treated to lunch.. or turning their nose at stuff because it's not good enough for them.. i mean seriously.. it's sushi for crying out loud.. it's not cheap anywhere.. so be thankful for the meal and smile graciously when you bid farewell to the person who laid down over a bill for your nice little lunch.. i'm sure that's not asking for too much.. and in all honesty.. you cannot say i don't have a good reason for thinking this girl is using this boy for money.. he works hard for his money.. and i'll be damned if i let you talk him into squandering it away on you.. think again lil girl!!

when you are young.. you have many idealistic views on life that you strongly believe in.. as you grow and mature.. you experience things that make your perceptions on life change.. so it seems hopeless to believe that what you wanted as a young adolescent is still what you desire as an adult.. perhaps the idea was not very logical in the first place.. so why bother holding onto those hopes and dreams? in the end.. i concede.. because right here and now.. all i want is peace of mind..