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    August 15, 2007

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    Female

  • Age:

    42

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    Bolingbrook, IL

  • Race:

    Asian/Pacific Islander

  • Ethnicity:

    Filipino, Other

  • Zodiac:

    Scorpio


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.....i am.....

an ordinary person who has led a normal life. i'm bright and sunny, moody and dark. an angel with fangs. a devil with a halo. i can be your angel that will turn your world inside out. your devil that will turn your thoughts into evil but then yet, lift ur soul into heaven.

a roller coaster ride, is what i offer. taking u up, then down, making u smile, then put u later in rage, soothing ur savage soul, then later turning another page. i say, " i will" then i won't. i say, "i won't" but then i will. i run, then i come back...i've learned to hide, to be silent, to be cold but no one is absolutely strong when it comes to the heart. i smile and say, that i am not afraid but we know behind the silence there's the weakness unknown in and to us all.

i'm not aggressive unless provoked. i'm like the drug, that keeps u up @ night, the alcohol that seeps through ur brain, a book that u can't put down. i am a carefree person, but sometimes hold grudges that can last for years. i don't judge people base on gossips but how they deal with me personally.

when i'm good, i am good. when i'm bad, i am even better... wink*. so, i hope:) there are skeletons in my closet, demons in my soul and monsters in my head but i am happy. complex as everyone but not stereotypical, perfectly happy with my abnormality just like everyone else:)

life is so complicated, but we live it. we make it fun and bearable. so, i figured...we all offer this roller coaster ride to those who wants to be a part of our so called, "LIFE"
 
 

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