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DO NOT, I REPEAT, DO NOT SEND ME A IM. HERE IS MY MSN JUST MSN ME OK PEOPLE XCAGEDXANGELX@HOTMAIL.COM. My name is Amanda, i'm 19 years old, single mother, and living in Minnasota now. colorado is no longer my home. i'm a proud parent of my son, Damien Mou Chen Lor, at this moment he is only 3 months old. i'm happy to be where i am. i work two jobs, going to school and i have a baby who needs me more then anything in the world. dont look down on me just because i'm a single mother, if i can do it without a guy in my life i'm stronger then you think. i can carry my own weight and more. dont look down on me because of my past, everyone makes mistakes, thats what makes us human. About me i am 19 years old. i love to laugh smile, and do stupid things. i may act dumb but i'm very smart. i live like i'm dying, i dance ike no ones around, and i sing like no one listening. i love to live my life on the edge. i want to do things that people never do. i take every chance that i get, i live life with no regrets, no turning back. life is so easy, its stupid people that make it hard. i do anything and i do everything. i am open minded and i love trying new things, and going new places. i love eating. i eat like theres no tomorrow, and if there is a tomorrow i go work it off. i love to do anything thats fun. one thing i want to do before i die is run across the high way in the middle of the night. i want to run across, jump over the median to the other side, touch the other side, and then turn back jump over the median again and run back to the car and take off. i do so much in my life. i dont party much any more. i love to sit at home and watch movies. i have so many movies that i can start my own video store. i love superman, and i think that batman is shit compared to superman. i love to argue with my mom for fun, i love being a baby to her. i'm a spoiled little daddys girl, and i get all that i want from my father. i love my father more then anything in the world. now its my sons turn to be the spoiled little brat. Dear Baby Daddy 10/3/08 you are missing out on so much of your sons life, he can now laugh, and hold his head up. he is four months and almost two weeks old. he looks more like you then he does of me. he's being a good boy. as of right now, he is a little sick because of the shots that the doctors gave him, but it'll pas. he weighs a good 19.4, and is a little over 22 inches. don't worry he don't miss you. if anything he dont even know you. you dont call, you dont write, you dont even check up on him or look at his new pic. we are better off without you. i know that we both still love you, but you no longer love us, so sadly and slowly we are moving on without you. i promise to teach him right from wrong, and make him a good man, a better man then you ever will be. thats hard to believe now but i'll do it. i love this little boy more then anything, and he's my shining light. it hurts so badly because we planned a life together, we wanted so much for this family, we both wanted to raise a family together. me and you and 12 kids, our football team, a complete family. we got so close and we let it slip out of our hands like water. maybe things are just not meant to be. as that old sayiong goes, if you love something let it go, if it comes back then its yours, if it doesn't then it never was, but there is another saying, you never know what you have till its gone, but you dont know what you've neen missing till is arrives. maybe one day you'll realize that you need us, but when that ay comes we will no longer love you or want you the way you want us. you will never know that you lost everything till you hit rock bottem and i'm letting you fall this time, i'm letting you fall alone because i always tried to help you and all you did was drag me down with you. this time i'm letting you fall alone. i'm not going to sit here and try to work things with you because i know that you wont want it as much as i do. its ok thou, you let us go, so when one day you start missing us, remember you let us go. we will always love you. Love always Your Son and Me. P.S. we still love you. WHAT NOW WHITE BOY?!?!?!?! LOL HAHAHAHA  OLD PIX I FOUND...  
  
VER OLD PIC OF ME...LOOK HOW I'VE CHANGED 
 hey look its me mommy and little brother!!! 
 
MY ROCK OUT PIC!!! 
MY "OOOHHH BABY" PIC...LOL 
YES I AM A NERD...A BIG ONE TOO!!! 
FROM LEFT TO RIGHT CHEN(REALLY GOOD FRIEND) NALI(MY BEST FRIEND) AND ME (AMANDA LOR) 
OK PEOPLE THESE PIC BELOW THIS LINE ARE OLD.... ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~ 
ME AND MY BEST FRIEND....!!! 
PARTY TIME!!!... VERY DRUNK THAT NIGHT, IT WAS A HOMIES 20TH B-DAY... 
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