I hate holding grudges, and I hate violence. I believe in karma, but when authority doesn't do anything about it...what should *you* do as the victim? Do you believe in doing others what they've done to you? Sometimes I think I'm too trusting...too nice... I let people get inside me way too easily. I trust them, and they fuck me over. Then I forgive them.
But what happens when your family gets hurt in the process? and you KNOW it's your fault...because you've... (continue reading)
Oh how this reminds me of xanga.... I remember blogging almost everyday, just pouring out all my thoughts and feelings hrs at a time... sigh* so emo. haha For the people who are like me, who have nothing better to do, be warned--my entries tend to be quite depressing from time to time =P hahah I find pouring words out to an entry to be more profounding than pouring tears out to a bottle of beer. I used to do that... a lot.
I had a xanga for what? about 5 years? Digging... (continue reading)
personal message
This is who I am... love me or hate me, either way u aint gon change me
my name is nhi... & here's my story
I have a "bi-polor" personality. I can beVERY wild--yea, I drink. yea, I smoke. yea, you can't handle me =]I'm also aPERVERT. No lie. I'm constantly talking about sex, and always making jokes about it. Shhiieettt, what can I say? I'm aFRREAAKKKlike nature intended all humans to be..and yea,you STILL can't handle me =]
I may be young, but get to know me, I'm not your average 17 yr old...at all.
Judge me as you please, I don't care--becuz I'm more den wat meets the eye. I may seemlike a typical party girl at first glance, but ud be surprised to see my true face.I'm actuallyVERY shy. But don't worry, I'm also very friendly. Add me, I'll reply. Always up for meeting new interesting people. And what a better way to find them but here right? hahah.
I aim high, but my stubborn mind nd smart mouth always knock meRIGHTback down. Guess a lot of ppl would say I'm smart, yet hella stupid. Hey We all make mistakes.
I was an AP student back in high school, but due to my stubborn mind, I ended up gettin my good enough degree. That was one of the biggest failures in my life because I gave up, but not once did I let that failure get in the way of my goals, and my success for tomorow.
My main priority in life right now is financial independence, and I think I just found the key on how to get there.
It's not important where you start, all that matters is where you finish.
LOVE&RELATIONSHIPS diz is what i think of it...
I've been committed, and I've been in love...and you know what?? IT SUCKS! I've been hurt, and I've hurt a handful. But you know what, that's just life. We live and we learn. I havn't been in a serious relationship for over a yr...so I'm in no rush to jump into anything. I may come off as a flirt, or a playa...but trust me, if da right guy does happen to find me, he'll know exactly what this "playa" is capable of =] Of course, it takes a while to really get to know a person, so if he doesn't have the patience to get to know me, dat's his lost.
Tollerance, communication, and TRUST is da key to any relationship--in my opinion...you'll come to learn that I give my trust out very easily, but trust me, once you've %#&@$!ed me over, you ain't neva gettin' it back =]
My turn ons?Looks isn't neccesarily important to me, but attraction does count. Who isnt into the clean cutt boys w da killa abs? haha. chinky eyes and sexy thick lips are a plus for me. *drools* hahah
I'm not into those thuggish gangstas--yes, I find it very sexy and I'd fall heads over heels when I see a sexy thug comin' my way...but that's not the type of guy I'd want to be with on the long run. I want a downass nigga who has da street smarts, but at the same time..be able to set his priorities and goals in life. I can have one hell of a ghetto attitude as well, but I can speak properly, so I'd prefer a guy like that too. Sorry, but slang nd pick up lines like, "shawty" or "lil mama" doesn't impress me =]
