Miss_Sukiyaki's Blog

Well, this is my first time blogging since I've joined aa and there are many more blogs to come!

I just recently came back from a trip to Boston and let me tell you, I find that everytime I come back from a vacation I get more and more depressed! Its like I dont want to associate myself with anything or anybody. Don't get me wrong, being back home is great, but at the same time its like Im back to reality and I dont want to face it, Im gonna have to and theres nothin much I can do. I dont know what it is its probably because Im sick of my own city...I look forward to nothing here, sadly but true...and if I could, I would travel the world for the rest of my life. Travelling is my escape, it helps me to reinvent myself and to be out there and not care what other people think of me, I like the sense of freedom and the opportunity it gives me to explore different places and see new faces.

So here is my complaint for the week, why is it that we cant always have what we want!? I am so sick of it...when I really really want something, I can never have it or get my hands on it...and when I have it I don't want it lmao..I just hate how life works sometimes but sitting here and complaining isnt going to help me much. I just gotta accept it for what it is and try to move on.