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  • Location: Baldwin Park, CA
  • Age: 19
  • Blogging Since: April 20, 2008
  • Last Post: November 15, 2008
  • Total Posts: 3

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oh love

Posted November 15th, 2008 at 07:46pm

the thing about love is that you give more of your heart & soul when you fall hard. it's like you have to go in with two feet to know truly what love is, but at tha same time you can get eaten alive.

we crave it. we yearn for the understanding & the fulfillment it gives us. belonging, purpose, self worth. we yearn for it, that security, that touch, that comfort.
falling in love with someone allows you to trust someone enough to consider them you're equal, your other half, as well as someone who can cut at the most sensitive parts of you.
like a crack addict seeking his next fix, love is an addiction that we cannot control.

"It is an ephemeral rush of chemicals, pulsing through our veins and into our brain. An overdose of dopamine, epinephrine, and serotonin that gives us that euphoric high. When it ends, we crave more, we need more, our mind constantly seeks the next fix."-singleism

i miss it, love that is.

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try so hard to be quiet, my expensive dreams before they take me out, leave me wonderin. baby, you & me, somethin you can`t shake maybe its hard to take but i'll tell you somethin, its a life worth livin.. just so you know, i wont give up, no

 

greatest irony of love

Posted October 06th, 2008 at 05:21am

The Greatest Irony of Love

lovin tha right person at tha wrong time,

havin tha wrong person when tha time is right

& finding out you love someone right after that person walks out of your life..

& sometimes, you think you're already over a person,

but when you see them smile at you,

you'll suddenly realize that you're just pretending to be over them

just to ease tha pain of knowin that they will never be yours again...

 

for some, they think that lettin go is one way of expressing how much you love that person...

in my opinion, some are afraid to see tha one they love bein held by someone else...

most relationships tend to fail no because tha absence of love.

love is always present. its just that one was bein loved too much

& tha other was bein loved too little.

 

as we all know that tha heart is tha center of our body

but it beats on tha left.

maybe thats tha reason why tha heart is not always right...

most often we fall in love with tha person we think we love

 

but to only discover for them

we are only for passing time

while tha one who truly loves us remains either a friend or a stranger...

so here's a piece of advice; let go when you're hurting too much.

give up when love isn't enough.

& move on when things are not like before...

it's certain... there is someone out there WHO WILL LOVE YOU EVEN MORE...

its all chacha.

Posted May 18th, 2008 at 08:01pm

13 RANDOM THINGS THAT I LIKE
- adrenaline rush & butterflies in my tummy
- hugs & kisses
- music & good vibes
- late night/randumb phone calls
- slushies/smoothies/fraps/frozen yogurt
- rockin my hips
- intimacy/affection with a main squeeze
- people that are more than just the superficial
- surprises
- joy riding/sneakin out
- shopping & dressin up
- sunsets/sunrises


12 GOOD MOVIES
- The Notebook
- Menace to Society
- Aladdin
- The Little Princess
- The Little Rascals
- Love & Basketball
- Speed Racer
- P.S. I Love You
- 187
- American History X
- Remember the Titans
- Al Pacino: Scarface


11 FANTASTIC SONGS
- Always My Mind-One Vo1ce
- Make Your Movie-Hieroglyphics
- Only God Can Judge Me-2pac
- Stay Up-George Nozuka
- Love This Way-Eden's Crush
- Peaches and Cream-112
- Purple Kush-Living Legends
- Mind Sex-Dead Prez
- Music is For Life-Hi-Tek ft. Nas
- Love-Music Soulchild
-Come Close to me-Common ft. Erykah Badu


10 PHYSICAL TRAITS OF MINE
- blonde/brown hair
- big brown eyes
- long legs
- thick thighs
- light-caramel cream skinned
- my assets are not proportional
- heart-shaped face
- left-handed
- my feet look weird
- flat nose? haha i dont know ;[


9 RANDOM THINGS ABOUT ME
- im attending cal state lb in tha fall
- i have a thing for thugs. its neverending
- my favorite color is pink
- i use my retainers at night still
- i`m down for a vent session, anytime any place
- i get along with errybody..kinda have that affect but im lonely at times
- im extremely forgiving but i never forget
- i get shy of eye contact
- ima sucker for slowjams


8 FAVORITE FOODS & DRINKS
- white chocolate covered gummie bears
- vanilla mochi ice cream
- tha slush with mini boba
- white chocolate n caramel n almond candy apple from diii-knee-land
- beef bowl from yoshinoya
- padseooh haha thai food nigga!
- salads from cpk
- frozen yogurt

7 ITEMS WORN DAILY
- panties
- bra
- clothes
- bodyspray
- lotion
- shoes/flip flops
- makeup

6 THINGS THAT ANNOY ME
- ignorance
- arrogance
- liars
- manipulators
- haters
- walking contradictions

5 LIFE GOALS
- to be genuinely happy
- find my passion in life
- find tha love of my life
- travel tha world
- be successful


4 SHOWS I WATCH
- Well, when I actually watch TV i watch One Tree Hill
- Gossip Girl
- The Hills
- CSI


3 HOT CELEBRITIES
- tupac shakur
- chaning tatum
- jessica alba


2 PEOPLE I LOVE
- my mommy
- my brother


1 THING I WILL NEVER FORGET
- june 4th, 2004