Chase_Dis_Papi's Blog

    Somebody called me a "sucka" for love the other day. Like huh? How am I a "sucka"? Because I was put on this earth to love.

   We were all created so that we can love. Love ourselves. Then love our families and friends. Then one day, finding that special someone to love and make a family together. It's the circle of love.

  There are some cases in which a person doesn't love themselves or their family or friends. Or even find it difficult to find a special someone to love. This has happened to me on many, many occasions. But you know what? I won't give up. No one should give up. But the main important person to love first. Is yourself. Love yourself and all your beauty. Then you can start to love others. So for that person who called me that name.

    I am NOT a sucka for wanting to love. God created us to love. I'm just doing my duty. Doing my part. For everyone who has someone to love today. Make sure that love is unconditional. Make sure you respect that person. Cherish that person. Lay your life on the line for that person. And if you get your heart broken by that person. It's ok. No one said love is easy. Love is difficult. All the scarifies sometimes feel its useless. No my friends. Its amazing to have that person be there for you. To share your triumphs and your defeats. Someone to talk to, someone to share your feelings to. My God. That feeling of love is beautiful. Glorious. Amazing.

 So lets all be suckas together. Lets love. Lets be grateful for God's blessing of love! What are you waiting for? Love someone today. :)

Close my eyes,
what I see?
I see you,
I see me,
I see death,
I can't breathe,
take a breath,
nothing left.

Open eyes,
now its time,
time to shine,
that's my gun,
oh what fun,
pull the trigger,
whats that word?
with an N?

Now you made,
a mistake,
that mistake,
cost you bad,
oh how sad,
blows your mind,
how this world,
makes you hurl.

I am here,
you are there,
what is next?
your move tex,
you have talked,
a big talk,
now you don't
walk the walk.

Must be this,
that is pointed,
at your face,
what a waste,
of a life,
and tonight,
its that life,
I will take.

Pull the trigger,
it feels great,
the release,
all the hate,
penetrates,
and in case,
you survive,
empty case.

Close my eyes,
what I see?
I see you,
I see me,
I see fate,
I can't breathe,
can not take,
all this hate.

Lets stop now,
no more fights,
no more cries,
no more lies,
lets be one,
lets unite,
you and me,
victory!!

Poets, we go hard,
hard like concrete.
We seek for spiritual knowledge..
an inner power, not learnt in college.
But by living life..
through eyes of our parents.
Who shaped and molded us,
we didn't rush, took our time.
Now its time, to take what's ours.

Poets, we go HARD!

hard like steel metal,
pressed against ones temple.
Simple minds look past the messages,
they keep reading through the passages.
Still come up with empty conclusions,
but have no fear I tell them its clear.
All they have to do look is for the clues,
poetry is a form of expression.
So many lessons, but so little time.

Poets, we go HARD!

A hard knock life-like,
we just might not make it.
So we try and forget it with no luck,
so we pick up a pen and jot down stuff.
Release our minds on a pad so,
we can tell our story and just maybe.
Someone will read, relate and inspire,
to be what they're destined to be and.
To express themselves by whatever means.

Poets, we go HARD!

Lets go HARDER! No MATTER the barrier.

we will break through and SHATTER,

And MOST DEFINTLY SHINE AFTER!!!

Ladies and Gentlemen can we PLEASE stop the madness?

When are you going to learn that beauty lies WITHIN.

I could care LESS if your drop dead gorgeous.

I could care LESS if your body is flawless.

Do I have to hear it OVER and OVER again?

Do I have to DOUBT you actually have a brain?

Guys look at you differently.

Girls look at you differently.

You look at yourself differently.

But you end up looking the SAME...

A HUMAN BEING!!

Who or what is the blame?

Maybe television or movies.

Maybe magazines or the Internet.

Now our children are affected.

Little girls starving themselves.

Little boys taking steroids.

Parents are CLULESS and USELESS.

This is a vicious cycle and I wonder.

If this craziness will ever end.

But as I look around this site,

and walk around these streets,

there are a lot of SHALLOW souls.

So open your eyes gang...

do you like what you see?

is he or she beautiful and sexy?

if so, dig a little deeper...

find out if they're sexy inside.

Why? because the BEAUTY lies WITHIN

As I sit here pondering what went wrong,

faintly in the background I hear our song.

I begin to cry uncontrollably in tune,

with the thoughts of dredful gloom.

I wasted so many opportunities then,

now I'm alone and broken, scared to love again.

We were destined to be married, and yet I failed you,

you didn't want to wait long with your face blue.

I understand that now and now I'm lost,

you were the X on my map and the big boss.

So as my tears fall down and my hand shake steady,

I have no idea if I'll ever be ready.

I thought I was ready, but I guess I thought wrong,

all I have now is my broken heart and our song.

It was cold not its hot,
gimmie a pen so I can jot,
all the things you said,
and lied about.
That ILL will never be on top.
Dude, even if I'm underground,
I'll still be on top.

Shhhhhhh listen to the sound,
see their chanting my name,
but get mine out your mouth.
It's too late to pout,
I read some of your lines,
but you punk ed out.
Your the best there ever was?
Come on now, what was that about?

You planned your own funeral,
You dugged your own grave,
You died at your own wake,
After the burial, I'll pray your soul I'll take.

On the brink there I was,
on the line almost crossed.
No one cared a lost cause,
so I stopped and I paused.
Why live?
I should die.
Closed my eyes,
then open wide.
All is black here inside,
of my coffin where am I?....

On the brink there I stood,
with my finger on the trigger.
All my family and friends,
will NOT miss me in the end.
Why live?
I should die.
Close my eyes,
then open wide.
All is black here inside,
of my coffin where am I?...

On the brink there I sat,
in my car on the road.
Heading home really fast,
I wondered if I swerve,
and wreck not absurd.
Why live?
I should die.
Closed my eyes,
then open wide.
All is black here inside,
of my coffin where am I?...

On the brink here I am,
no more thoughts but some pain,
Tears fall down like rain,
will I ever be the same?
Why live?
I should die.
Close my eyes,
then open wide.
All is black here inside,
of my coffin where am I?...

On the brink.

When Avery looked down,

she couldn't believe her eyes,

the size of the rock,

couldn't fit in the whole box.

Avery wasn't a materialistic girl,

but realistically her love,

for jewelry, mack knew her thrill.

"Will you marry me?", Mack asked again.

He did ask her the first time,

but Avery was taken by surprise.

"Oh yes" Avery said, "Oh I will".

Mack then grabbed the ring,

and placed it on her finger.

Tears swelled in her eyes,

the choir in her heart sang.

Her mind began to race on how,

to confess the truth to Mack now.

Later that evening,

Avery lied beside,

her husband to be.

thinking back with glee,

about the time they first met.

It was almost like a fairy tale,

introduced by friends,

then produced as lovers.

Now that three years have past,

Avery begins to pray,

for Mack's love to last.

TO BE CONTINUED:

Snow is falling,
wind is blowing,
I can't see,
cars coming,
I'm running,

a little late.

I hate winter,
especially,
when it snows,
like every,
mutter friggin day.

Delay - delay

but i gotta be,
on time,
on time,
why my boss,
cant be on time?

But I'm here,

so i guess,
I'm so fly,
or dumb,
I should of stayed,
in my bed,
resting my head,
on my pillow,
like sleeping willow.

Wake up around one,
and wait,
till the pretty snow,
is finally done,
run outside,
have a snowball fight.

*Sigh*

but no I'm here,
alone at my desk,
yet all alone,
quick pick up the phone,
calling everyone,

WHY AREN'T YOU AT WORK?

Then my alarm rings,
7:00 am,
I go berserk,
it was a dream,
i start balling,

THE SNOW IS STILL FALLING!!!!