the_BRiMster_85's Blog

So I haven't been on AA for a while, well I finally get a break and here I am!! YAY. SO, in the browser I type in aisianave.com. I didn't realized I spelled asianave wrong and it took me to this site

www.aisianave.com

It's kinda funny...

well if you think about it...lol


I hope that everyone has been well!! School is totally kicking my butt!! =[.

The fall semester has just started and it seems like I will be pretty busy! So0o0o all my AA buddies will just have to stalk my page because I won't be on as much, lol. Just note me and I'll note you back if you have anything you need to tell me like...juicy secrets or like plans to take over the world or something fun like that. If anything else, I do have yahooooo. Peace!

The title is currently expressing how I feel about my step mother right now. Like I seriously want to cuss her out, but I have too much respect for my dad and myself to lower myself to her level. She's just bad news.

Apparently after that incident with the remark I made about not discussing financial stuff with my dad ( who by the by is still sick) has caused her to continue to talk about it. In fact, she took it to whole new level. It's been Brim this, Brim that,and she has the nerve to talk sh!t about me in front of my dad and other people who have no business in our family affairs. My dad tries to stand up for me but apparently can't take her annoying complaints and dramatic crying and yelling for that long and zones out. Everyday since last Thursday night, she has been bad-mouthing me to the point where I just want to shut her up..physically...ahhh, but don't worry I won't do that kinda stuff. It's just evil thoughts in my head......muahahhaha lmao

The one thing that kills me the most is that my dad is getting more stressed out by her stupid complaints, but she is so stubborn to see that. Everybody that she complains to seems to think she is WRONG, but then she turns on them and says stuff like you don't know what I've been through.

Even right now she is talking about our family problems to the freaking pastor and some people who are known to gossip! I've thought about moving out, but I feel bad leaving my dad with that crazy woman.

I am so upset right now with so many things! So if you've been an avid reader of my blogs then you would have found out that my dad was sick, possibly due to stress. So I took my dad to the doctors' again because he still wasn't feeling well. Well the doc said that physically my dad is ok and that it is mainly mental problems (i.e. stress). So I report back to my stepsister to tell my stepmom its all just stress and that it wouldn't be wise to discuss financial problems with him right now all via text. Well I got a text immediately saying that my stepmom never talked about money with him ( which is a lie) but whatever, she says she never.

So, then I just text back well don't talk about things that will make him worry, and just to reiterate everything said through text, I called her. No big deal right. Shouldn't have offended anyone right?

WRONG

Apparently what I said made my stepmom so upset that she dragged every single family member into it and started going at it. She started talking shiz about me and was saying something lke: "If I knew I was going to be treated like this I would have never married him" and blah blah..

I had just gotten home from dropping my cousin off while all this was happening. She was yelling and screaming. I ignored it because she is always acting like that and went to my room. Then my dad calls for me and my stepsister to come out and explain what was said. So we did and my stepmom still thought I was blaming her for my dad's sickness, which I wasn't if she'd just take the time to understand what I meant.

The reason I even said don't talk about financial problems is because she does bring it up not just with him but other people as well. I don't just make stuff up I don't see the point in that. Then she started getting mad at my dad because apparently he was taking my side. So, now she won't even come near me or look me in the eye. What does that tell you? Signs of a guilty conscience maybe? I do not feel like I did anything wrong. If I did please someone point out my flaw, because if I am wrong I will apologize immediately but until then it is what it is.

At least my bro didn't block the internet today like he said he would, that's always a plus.

nite!

So my brother is going to block the internet so that me and my younger sister are not able to use it. Why? Simple, because he's a jerk who likes to have control over people; and because I didn't let him eat spaghetti when I wasn't finish cooking like 2 weeks ago. Yea see, total D-Bag. So what does that mean AA? Prob starting tomorrow I won't be on as much until school starts to have access to the internet or I might just go over to my friend's house and bum off theirs. O well, I should use this time to read more books or work on my artwork. I still haven't finished my tattoo design, so I should probably work on that. Any hoo...so until next time AA?

Like the Terminator said: I will be back! =]

While I was at work today, my dad became very ill. I really do not know what happened. I wasn't aware of it until after I came back from doing some errands and asked him what was wrong. He thinks he had a stroke! He seems ok now, but he is moving a bit slow. My D-Bag brother, didn't even bother to take him to the hospital to get a check up or anything! A stroke is no joke man. So tomorrow I told my dad to cash in a sick day and I will take him to see his physician. I am so thankful for all the people who have been coming to our house today, bringing fruits and flowers and their warm wishes for his healing health. I love my dad, so he needs to stick around forever!

If you could send me your happy, caring thoughts to my family it would be much appreciated. =]

thanks!