eastxdragon's Blog

I re-enlisted for another 3 years in the army....before anyone nag to me about how its a fat-azz mistake, here's the finger! worry about your own path in life before you judge mine.

once, there were two PEOPLE..

..they BOTH took in all the BEAUTIES and wonders of which the WORLD has to offer..

..one was apprecitetive and grateful..

..one took in the beauties and wonders..

..both went blind one day..

..

..one still has a smile..

.while the other lived in darkness.

.

.never ending darkness

black or white, and/or shades of gray(??)....

what do you see?

what don't you see?

what do you want?

what is light?

what is dark?  

what is definite?

what is.............

what is......

what is....

As i finished this, i realized which i chose...

...but further observations reveal which still lingers...

So in essence.... for me, and maybe for many others,

one with the other,

one without the other,

and/or forever/never,

one... two....... zero.....................

why do our minds think so clearly but at the same time thinks in riddles

.......for all the VETERANS of past, present, and future.....i pray for you and thank you for your selfless service


.......for the ones who are still away from home, i pray for COURAGE, STRENGTH, WISDOM to guide you everyday and an eventual safe trip home

i find myself awake
w/ numerous thoughts racing through my restless mind
but a particular one treads above the others
the one that affects our heart
which in return affects our mind
i once closed that path and told myself...
to never turn back
to never seek
to never believe
to never hope
.....
this was so...
i couldn't be blinded
couldn't be let down
couldn't fall again
.....
so why have i let it up...
and walk that path once more...
to take that chance
to take that risk
.....
everything in this world happens for a reason
every actions coexist w/ reactions
.....
this will purposely be an unfinished 'collection' because i have a reason to believe this path can never be off limit forever but in return will be trek over and over again


if you had any difficulty figuring out what this blog was about, then you have not walked a path similar to mine or so many others....but don't think that im judging you negatively for not understanding because that's not what this is about at all...
so relax and take a breather and some chilled pills...haha j/p

thanks babe "jo3gxrl"

"so many wannabes out there who will run into fear and coward when they realize they were chumps all along..."

"....what will happen to them when one by one, people around them realized the truth to their nature......"

"....what will happen when their world crumbles and they have no one to turn to....."

"....no where else to run...."

"....will they laugh then?"

"......count me out of the hatred and illusions that surround me.....i will not join you into your own last thread of happiness.....your world you know will fall and think back at what you have achieved throughout your life......"

"nothing"