EMERALDXHUA's Blog

Once upon a time there was a injured duck. He needed to get home across a huge pond. He was unable to swim. He came to edge of the river and saw how far it was to travel. Then he saw a fox. The fox licked his lips and asked if he could help duck across. Duck was scared.

"only if you do not eat me"

"I wont eat you! hop on my back I'll get you across"

Duck hops on. Then fox heads into the pond.

"hop onto my head duck the water is getter high"

"dont eat me"

"I wont as long as you give me some food after"

"sure"

Duck obeys. They are near the other side now.

"duck hop onto my nose"

"promise not to eat me"

"I promise"

Duck obeys and Gobbble! Fox ate Duck whole.

Now why did fox eat duck? After promising not to? Because he can't change. And is evil. Evil people can't change lol. Yea not a good story but I'm obviously bored and gabbing on about useless stuff.

I've come so far from where I used to be, Then why is it still not enough? I fought off the pain. Then it returns to torture me. Does it not know it needs to leave? How can pain bring me to tears almost daily? How long can I pretend to be brave and fight on. I want to just relax. Breathe now and soothe my mind. Crashing into me the pain returns. Never letting me truly rest. I will try my best to manage. Yet it is becoming impossible. My frustrations make me anxious. My fear makes me weak. Let me have strength to continue living. Let me be free of this fear. Deep inside I know I must move on. One day everything will only be a memory forgotten, for good.