Sexxii_Latina's Blog

even though i've been on it since i was 15. but the new aa its been two years WOW. its been that long. for the people that actually read my blog posts...you guiz i have an idea of my life...especially when i was with my ex....tha phucker for 4 years. 4 years i feel like i wasted. i realized the other day i was just with him...just to be with someone...i didnt love him or anything like that i just didnt want to be lonely...and now im paying the consequences HARD. real hard. because of him i lost my best friend. because of him i gave something away i wish i could take back...wait two azzholes that i gave it 2...that i wish so hard i could go back in time and do everything differently. but i cant so i just deal with it. haha but there is still that one person i met on aa when i first signed up...that i cant forget about haha....

i hate this site. i've met some really cool people..but just mostly just azzholes.

lately ive been feeling severely lonely...i have alot of shyt to pack get ready to move in two weeks..far from downtown silver spring far from my nephew. Ive been alone for two months now...no one to hug no one to take me to the movies...eat out...or just do whatever.

loneliness it hurts.

i really hate moving...and i have a few days like 2 weeks to pack up and move >.> mothaf-uck...i hate this shyt..every year always f-ucking moving...*sigh* oh well
have written much here lately...idk...aa is stupid now...plus i been busy *whistles innocently* heehee
i finally got over dumb mothafcks haha u look back at it and ur like wtf was so emo? wtf was crying over shyt like that?...im just glad im over it...

also i dont give second chances anymore...or accept apologys anymore...depending on what u did to me...^-^

damn i really dont know whats up with guys nowadays. meh...oh well...im just confused lol. do guys want a ugly girl that is just there n they can cheat on her (had this talk with rinnie) do whatever to her..and it won't matter. wtf?
i don't get it im not ugly >.> umm i dont think i have a bad personality...im not psycho...idk man...guys are weird.
i give up on them lol....about to holla at girls LMFAO!...i guess im not good enuff...f-uck it.

facebook makes me laugh..i was chatting with this white guy the other day i had in my 9th grade class..phuck i remeber him he is soo phuckin sexy blonde hair blue eyes...i had a HUGE crush on him i remember for orientation i was like O.O who dah phuck is that white guy!! i was googoo gaga over him for the longest time until i sat next to him n we started to talk i got the balls n said something to him lulz. n we were chatting on facebook about that...he was like man u were soo cool! we used to be good friends...(his best friend is this asian dude)...he was like me n him would always used to flirt with you...we liked u..lol whaaat? his best friend liked me >.> weird i never noticed i thought they were just being funny n nice to me. haha. n he was like yo im in new york in school right now..once i get back to md u wanna hang out sometime? ummm maybe o.o...lolz. that would be very interesting..heehee...

oh shit theres this really hot korean guy that lives in bethesda,md...hmm thats like 20 mins from me :3

shamone!