EMERALDXHUA's Blog

I've come so far from where I used to be, Then why is it still not enough? I fought off the pain. Then it returns to torture me. Does it not know it needs to leave? How can pain bring me to tears almost daily? How long can I pretend to be brave and fight on. I want to just relax. Breathe now and soothe my mind. Crashing into me the pain returns. Never letting me truly rest. I will try my best to manage. Yet it is becoming impossible. My frustrations make me anxious. My fear makes me weak. Let me have strength to continue living. Let me be free of this fear. Deep inside I know I must move on. One day everything will only be a memory forgotten, for good.