Blissfulsoul's Blog

i had this dream a couple of time.. it first started out dark and then i find myself in a dim tunnel... a tunnel that is long and broad... not so narrow path... then i saw a light and bight brownish light.. then with it i saw a great big door.. it was so tall... and it was so big... like red wood tree big... the door had gold trimmings and a really pretty gold design... the door nob was even decorative... linings for gold....vine like... without hesitation.. i opened the door.... when i got in.. my eyes say a dark dreary.. room.. the trees were black.. the stream were black and gray.. the grass was the shades of gray from light to dark...then i saw another door... this door was white and a shade of baby blue... the design was lining of silver... it looked so pure and innocent....then i opened the door.. i saw nothing but white and shades of baby blue.... and silver lining of things.. the clouds... had a silver lining... it looks so comfortable to be on... there was a hamick... a big one too that fit like alot of people but.. there was noone in the room but me...then i saw another door.. but this door was small... a little smaller than a regular door... this door was pure white... white as it can ever be.... even the door nob was white.. then there was this bight light shining from the bottom, top and sides of the door... i opened it and what i saw was odd... i saw a small box like a safe box like almost...and the whole room was pure white.. no stains... no dirt... no nothing but that box.... at first i thought it was a trap.. because it was that empty.. anything can happen....but i had to know what was inside that box... all it need was key... and i didn't know where it was... but when i cried... my tears fell upon my cheeks.. and dropped to the ground.. it turned into a key... but a key that has many teeth... hard to duplicate... then i used it to open the safe box... and to my shock... it was a heart that was beating.. but it was beating slow...but sound strong... then i put my right hand on my chest over my heart... and i closed my eyes.... i felt the thump of that heart in my chest as i hear it from the safe.... then i woke up with a breathless.... so yeah that is it.. hehhe... what is it trying to say.... well for one..the great big doors is the door of understanding with great knowledge of the unknown and the known but not many see it until the wrong comes into view... the darkness room is my dim gloomy hours without knowing that i see the world so dark and gloomy like that... and the next one.. the white door is my innocence... the white with silver lining... is the bright side i see things even though the lining of lies are there.... the white door was my pureness... nothing of the kind... so pure that i fail to see the truth of things...as for the white room.... is the emptiness... that i have thought there is something there that is so important that i fail to take care of.. and that leads to the safe box with the difficult key... the tears key... opened up a path to my heart... and that goes to show guidance are slim.. if i have to tear out a key... the key teeth are difficult looking.. because the obstacles that i have to go through for that tear key.