A White Girl I know Sucks!
Posted August 15th, 2007 at 06:09am
No pretext here..Immaa get right into this one.. I broke all my rules for this girl, lowered my shields, canceled my game plan, disbanded my harem of trophy women, sacrificed time, went that extra mile, lead with emotion instead of cold logic.. bad move.
You see..I've learned long ago that obviously attractive women that enjoy attention do not like nice guys, no duh right?
So I have learned to play "The Game" to a mother-f'kin tee. I've had 99.9% success with it thus far. But there's only one flaw to this system, true love can never be born this way. A logical, self aware guy cannot convince himself that love built upon games and deception would yield "true love". I am that "guy".
For the sake of giving her an identity, we'll call her "T.H." from here on out. I mulled it over and I decided that I won't get into the specifics of our interactions. Suffice it to say we got real close, real fast..did the whole talk-until-the-Sun-came-up thing. Didn't hold ourselves back, threw caution to the wind, connected.
I should have read the signs, after that night of kismet, my BS radar was still going off, simply put..she was still playing games. I made the blunder of not putting on my gear and matching her move for move, instead I ended up giving her too much ground. I fought for it too hard and too fast, and got burned.
Honestly, I hold no ill will towards her, she was only playing games shes been use to.. Don't ever blame the girl, blame yourself.
Wait-a-minute..In retrospect, I couldn't really blame myself either, she was in fact a great gal. She wasn't the average breath-taking, pretty white girl, she had a lot of heart to her. I consider my people reading skills are of high caliber, and truly felt she was potential.
Throw on top of that a few serendipitous moments we shared.. It was the perfect storm..ha ha.
All in all, it took me about 2 weeks to to start moving on with my life, with my priorities, my %#&@$!. I think 2 weeks isn't bad..so now I have a stronger resolve to reinsert my game, start building another harem(ho-train), no more sensitive bull%#&@$!. I'm working on a new book, driven by the will to turn as much table around on the women out there and teaching guys to do the same .