Posted October 13th, 2007 at 11:57am
In the few spare moments that I manage to have for myself, I think about my life, my choices, and where I am NOW.
I am 32, single, have a F/T job, and study as well (3rd year). I have only had one serious relationship (if you can even call it that) more like a business transaction. No guy has ever asked me out. I still haven't been to a movie with a guy, let alone meet the parents.
I sit here watching movies during my study break, only to find myself sitting here alone. What use is a beautiful sofa, house, car etc without someone to share that part of my life with???
I slightly turn my head and imagine how it would be if HE was here with me now?
Of course, HE isn't the only thing to complete me. But it would be nice to share my time with him.
I was told by my clairvoyant to 'try harder' with my next relationship to make it work. Hmm, i guess that means applying makeup to my face, or maybe doing my nails? Apart from that, why wouldn't I try harder to make a relationship work if I really liked the guy, right? I guess she may be talking about the initial stages of a relationship.
The good news is, is that he is coming... when, I don't know, but it is soon.