rinse the day away...the steam hiding streams...

Posted September 23rd, 2008 at 10:07pm

...looked into your clear bright eyes today and smiled
...denial can be so dear...wanted so much to avoid the void that'll consume me eventually
...can't dumb my senses...help me out here -why such tears?
...like i didn't see it before...those sad tears -i know it well...so i'll make it clear
...denial-denial...what a foolish boy...ruining those bright eyes of yours...skin and bones -what else can i do
...please, anything but this to ease the wish
...cradled you in my sweater feeling better...eyes meet...i smile down at you
...mind swirling, not thinking straight
...don't wanna look ahead of whats to come...focus in the now and not bow down to fate
...it's the point of no return...feelings of dread plays games in my head
...fill out this and that...jeez, whats the rush...it's not like i'm coming back
...minds a blur -so cold...does anyone care?
...no -just me...and the infantile cradle we share
...turn red faced -feel streams along my chasms flow...so foolish...don't drown -not just yet
...f-u-c-k it, don't care...feel the eyes around me probing me bare...but clear bright eyes is all i care
...lay you down...only things i hear are empty messages
...it's time...what? thats it?...i'm scared
...somehow u know...always was a smart one...you keep looking straight ahead
...look at me...no? please?
...nothing to those clear bright eyes but a stare
...i'm crushed...sorry, wasn't strong enough...hoped to last 'til the end but i had to bend to keep from breaking
...wanted to hide you from the pain...no fear i say...am i weird?
...pay up...yes i know...i do
-so cold...no time to feel...he comes out...it's over he says -i'm numb
...flash of your face it's one and done...time to drown...ok?
i know your in a better place now...but can't help my heavy heart...i'll miss you-

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