As I sit here pondering what went wrong,
faintly in the background I hear our song.
I begin to cry uncontrollably in tune,
with the thoughts of dredful gloom.
I wasted so many opportunities then,
now I'm alone and broken, scared to love again.
We were destined to be married, and yet I failed you,
you didn't want to wait long with your face blue.
I understand that now and now I'm lost,
you were the X on my map and the big boss.
So as my tears fall down and my hand shake steady,
I have no idea if I'll ever be ready.
I thought I was ready, but I guess I thought wrong,
all I have now is my broken heart and our song.
